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god i would be completely fine after the breakup like its been a while if it werent for my dreams like do i really have to be making out with my ex ? wtf subconscious?? and on top of that the entire rest of my dream was an argument with my sister who i cannot reason with ever who never cares how i feel and then guilts me when i inevitably yell something i dont mean at her so, that was all a fun time

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like half the internships im looking at dont even have deadlines?? what does that meaN? some time in january? any time before june? ???? like FITE ME i’ve been told this is the ONLY wAY to get a job in this field can you be specific and advertise??? like wowie remember last year when i didnt even apply to google doodle even tho i spent an entire week searching for the application cause by the time someone told me about it it was too late?? yeah i want to die 

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theres too much pressure on kids to get internships

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[tinyghosthands]

yeah i’ll call you right back lemme just line up these cacti from smallest to largest real quick. love you

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[redlipstickresurrected]

Tanaka Ryohei aka Ryohei Tanaka aka 田中 良平 (Japanese, b. 1933, Takatsuki City, Osaka Prefecture, Japan) - 1: Uphill, 1988  2: Small Thatched Roof, 1980  3: Summer Day #3, 1986  4: Hamase Autumn, No. 2, 1982  5: June, 1993  Etching, Aquatint

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im just gonna be stuck in ohio for the rest of my life while everyone else gets jobs its FINE

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remember when i wasnt gonna be one of those starving artists i was gonna work hard and get a job

fuck evrything theres nothing 

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god remember when i was good at this

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[mutantapologist]

Not to be like “we live in a society” but I think a lot of people’s mental health would be significantly less fucked if they didn’t have to function in a system that forces them to think about their value as a human being as based on how productive they are/how much money people can make off them

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[saskdraws]

me